It’s my day off but I woke up at four in the morning.

Decided to have an early start and prayed the rosary while listening to my love’s songs on Starmaker.

And earlier on I was feeling downhearted.

I went to the kitchen and did a little cleaning and prepared coffee.

And now as I sit in front of my computer…. I still feel it.

Not really sad… Just thinking about life. My children mostly.

I am sad that my eldest daughter is somewhat being manipulated by her father again.

Putting ideas in her mind and she always believed him.

We actually call it “budol-budol”. 🤣

I do hope that one day she will realize how her father is influencing her, all in the wrong way.

I know I am not perfect, I have my faults too. Nobody’s perfect. Not me. Not anyone.

But along the way, as we grow older we should learn… distinguish right from wrong.

Know what is pleasing in the eyes of Papa God, not just for ourselves.

In life, we never stop learning.

Never stop growing.

Sometimes I come to a point where I feel I am in a state of complacency.

Where I thought that all is going well and I just feel like,
“Oh, okay, here I am just doing my everyday stuff…. Life is good”

And then one day, Papa God shakes up my world and gives me a reason to rethink where I am and where I am going.

He tells me to MOVE! To not stop where I am right now. That there are still a lot that He wants me to do. That He is giving me the right people to lead me to where He wants me to go.

I just have to be more sensitive, more aware of what is going on around.

I know Life is Short…. Actually sometimes when I think that I am almost 50, I could not believe that this is where I am now…. I have lived almost 49 years already!!! Time flies so fast!